Well, this is it.
Tomorrow is the last day of classes for my second year at Carleton, and the first Monday in a long time with no class to attend.
Honestly, it’s bittersweet, and I can tell you for sure that I wouldn’t have expected that when I came into this year. Reporting has been a tough class, a frustrating class, a chaotic class, a busy class. It’s given me plenty to do and plenty to learn and plenty to figure out. And when it was starting out, I was not exactly a fan.
But it turns out that I’m glad I stuck it out. It took a while to get used to and a lot longer to enjoy, but I certainly do look back on the past 8 months in this course fondly. This course has been a faith-testing one, for sure, but the ways that it has caused me to rely on God are so amazing. And the things I’ve learned are so many more than I expected. It’s so cliche to say it, but I can’t believe how far I’ve come. And somewhere along the way, I realized that I actually kind of like the whole reporting thing. It’s exciting, it’s hands-on, there’s always something new to learn.. It’s right up my alley, in fact.
I just can’t believe that I am already writing about second year reporting in retrospective. It’s bizarre.
I’m sure that I’m rambling. What I’m trying to say is that I feel ready now to head out into the big scary world of journalism, and at the very least hold my own. Not only that, but I actually feel a little bit inspired to get out there and try things and do things and ask the questions and write the stories and trust that I am able to do them justice.
That’s a long way to come for a reluctant journalist. I started this blog with not a lot of enthusiasm and even less confidence in my abilities. I most certainly have my wonderful prof, Kanina, to thank for at least part of that. (And no, I’m not just saying that because this is getting marked. She really has ignited a passion for journalism in me that I didn’t have before.)
Anyway, this is getting long, and if I’ve learned anything in journalism this year it’s to get to the point. So perhaps I should do that here pretty soon!
I guess that point is that this course has felt like torture and it’s felt like joy. There are ups and downs, like anything else. But I’ve come out of the other side with so much new knowledge and experience and passion. I’m still the same reluctant journalist that went into it, but I’ve come out smarter, more excited… Ready. This course has taught me. A LOT. And there is nothing more that I could ask for from a single course in my university career than that.
